I will be shutting up. Ok I run my mouth to much. Especially when I am confused and hurt. And ya know what? I need to learn to keep it to myself. I am an idiot and too many people know that right now. This whole thing with T. Back and forth and me talking about it. Saying with such conviction it needs to end and then me taking it back makes me look like a fool. Every relationship has its problems and not everyone runs around talking about it. I need to stop sharing every up and down of this relationship. there are a lot of little tid bits of wisdom and logic today coming at me. "follow your heart" "things end bad or they don't end at all"
I love her. My heart tells me that this could be the love of my life. My brain and fear are the ones telling me to run.
So time to keep this relationship to myself and a small select group of people. I have alot of good friends and feel the need to share my life with them but i think i need to pull back some of that information. I don't know all the ups and downs of their lives they don't need to know mine.
No comments:
Post a Comment