Anxious

T has told me that we shouldn't see each other for a few days, I think she was joking. I said 10 days. She extended to 15. I still think she is joking. But I am hoping she is not. I think the space will be good. But for some reason it makes me anxious. I am at work, but all I want to do is sit in a quiet place with this anxious feeling and figure out where it is coming from so i can face it, change it and be able to focus on my life again. I am so behind which is stressing me out and making to focus problems harder.