Nerves

I am waiting for me nerves to calm down. I know it will just take time. Time for me to trust T. Time for me to be confident and committed. Not have the fear in the back of my head that it could end at any moment.

I have an irrational fear of being left I know this. Abandonment and commitment issues. Im working on that. Knowing I can take on anything this world can through at me. Move past any pain that can be put on me and rise above it.