One I love, adore. Someone I know I can make a life with on my end. Know Logically we can make a beautiful modest life together. How ever she can be so mean, so unreliable.
THa other is just the image of a loving woman who wants me. Not much more then the sheer possibility for love.
I am not sure what I am suppose to do.
I told tricia that she has one more shot. One last chance. and if she hurts me again I am gone. So I guess I have 2 weeks to figure out if she is going to break my heart again or not. My guess is she will. And in 2 weeks It will be over. What else am I suppose to believe? What am I suppose to trust other then History?
I wish for love. Honest and simple. I want someone to rely on, count on, depend on. Thats all. Thats all I ask for. Friend, Lover, Relative, Sibling. Thanks all I want.
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