I feel like a Non Person right now. I feel so used and abused, unappreciated and pushed around. I am sitting at work, not even 10 am yet and I have had to explain 3 times why I am here on my day off. I no longer get holiday pay for what ever underhanded manipulative reason. Yes I work for peanuts, don't count as either opps or admin. It took me 6 months when i got this job to find out what my title was, still have never seen a job description despite asking for so long. Its like telling me you work your ass off but we don't care. I am so agrivated.

Between T breaking up wiht me and then wanting me back then telling me she wants to keep me and the man, and then more back and forth on her part on everything. and losing friends over her. I just wanna crawl in to a whole and eat cookies and cry. Except i have no appetite. I am making myself eat woo.

K no more bitching I gotta find the optamisum