where to start....where to start. this is what happens when you wait to long to write.

Well, I think that my mood and my weight are directly related, and in the opposite way then expected. as i loose weight i get depressed. thats kinda backwards. maybe its hormonal, and then when I'm depressed my weight goes back up, and when its back up Im happy again.

How the FUCK does that make any since at all?

So to go along with my weight is coming down and my mood is low too. Work fuckign sucks right now. long and short, i am the whipping girl in a mans world.

I am completely lonely right now. all i want is to have some girly friend time. with out their significant others, its so frustrating being the only single lady around a ll these cupels. I hate always being the 3 rd or 5 th wheel.

I need to get my ass moving, get some endorphins up. get out of my house for a few minutes.

however i did get a good deal of art type prep work done yesterday. up dressed walk to the art store.