im having an affair.
im not sure how this started or if im realy doing anything wrong.
im not with anyone and he and i have no future. i wish we did but all we have is sex.
this is so great, im so happy to say this, our friends dont know. and i cant tell anyone how much i want him, and thats alot coming out of me, iv dated only women for so long, only lusted after lesbians, and only let women near. but he makes me feel so much more lust and trust then i have felt scence i was with my first, which is a intierly different post, he was a she then and now he is gay, wow.
any way. i dream of him leaving that stupid bitch he lives with, showing up here with nothing but his dog his car and some cloths and saying he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. i know it would never work. but its so nice to know that there are men in the worl who are compasionate at sex, who care about my pleasure. and do want to make me happy again, now if i could just find one i can get along with in and out of bed.
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