I want to pack up and start over. I have suck strong gypsy instincts and they are nagging at me right now. I doing know if the New Orleans heat is making it worse. But work is stressful and I love T but don't know how this is ever gonna change.

I know that I am a fatalist and I think that is one thing this relationship is suppose to be teaching me. That things have rough patches without having to end. With work in a rough patch and my relationship in the same I think I am suppose to be learning right now that you can work thru it if you want to. The bottom is not going to drop right out of everything all the time. Some things can last for a bit. I know nothing lasts for ever, but things can last for more then a few months. I will get thru this. One way or another. I will prevail and come out on top. Gonna keep saving in case I do get fired. Gonna keep my eyes, arms and heart open to where the future is leading me.