And there is my answer

Yep she broke up with me. "I have decided I love him and want to stay with him" even though he is verbally abusive and yeah I like pussy.

What ever! I know who I am and what I want. And If I cant hold you to that same stranded, you don't deserve me. I am willing to fight for what I want, and work for it.

She is a cowered! She knows that she is not happy but she is willing to stay. Lovely. Not my responsibility any more.

I think I'm gonna go be a player for a while. Watch out ladies here I come.