Thursday, July 3, 2008

its not fair

its not fair when you are mad at me because i did not want to sit on uncomfortable chairs and watch you bake. I dont think i have an obligation to intertain you while you cook. Its not fair that you get mad at me when you wount tell me what you want from me. I have asked you a million times what type of beer you want, and you always say what ever. I get you a beer tonight and you are mad i did not read your mind and get you a cherry beer. You have to tell me i want the cherry, not the lager, or the pale, or the IPA or the other 100 beer options we have right no, when you say you dont care i am going to reach in the fridge and bring you the frist one i pull out.

I feel like you want the whole world from me but you are not willing to give me anything, you want my love my affection, you want me to think of you befor myself at every turn, but you are not thinking of me. i always have to come to you, i always have to try to make you happy, what about me. I know you think i am less then you, you have made that so clear, but i am here. And i could use someone in the world thinking about me. even if its just myself, i have to be someones first and foremost.

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