inthusiasum

i need a bit more enthusiasm in my social life. not for me, im enthusiastic and optimistic and happy. but i need some hoe happy from the people i live with. I don't like the negative attitude that everyone in my house exudes. i like being happy, i like being positive, and yes im an optimist. and i like it that way. im not asking for anyone to flip a switch and all the sudden be Mary Sunshine or anything, but i do need a bit more gusto, and umph from my roommate. i really don't want to be around the , everything that has ever happened to me is worse then what has happened to you, and the oh that story is a bit bad but i have a wors one. if im telling a story or a problem then im not looking for you to tell me how you have a worse one, or your problems are bigger. if life sucks that uch change it.

yes Louisiana heat is extreme, but no its not going to kill me and its not the hottest place in the world, people have been living her long before air conditioning and survived ill be fine.

yes there are mosquitoes in other parts of the world, thy carry west nile there too, and even molarioa there. your big problem is not the worst ever.

yes i know that it is cold at your work, they run air conditioners to protect the photo equipment, take a sweater, thats what i do. my office is cold too.

please when you do this you de-value my word, leaving with completely unvalidated thoughts, emotions, and situations. Some time i do just want you to listen to me. Please do you realize how selfish you actions can be? self pity and negativity will not get you my sympathy, you are the only on n control of your life, if you don't like it you are the one who will have to change it. i give up trying to help you better yourself. you didn't want the job opportunity that my connections got you, even though it was the job you had been talking about for months, you wont change your diet te be healthier. im tired.

my life is so close to being everything i want right now, and i wont let you drag me down. im happy, i have a great job with my dream company. i wish you would hear me when i say this, but you don't listen to me, none of you listen to me. a family of therapists, and social workers and you wont listen to me.