my sweet andie,

im starting to wonder if i will ever see you again. its been so long, and i cant always picture your face anymore. I have stopped searching the crowd for your face, now i just look for anyone who is familiar. i know so few people here now, i think i could count them all on my hands. Are you here, is this what i was sent to find, or are you just simply a dream. Im losing faith in not only you, but large chunks of the world around me. as awful and scary as this sounds, we know that it may not be a bad thing, im letting you go, and felling so much more human then ever before.i pray that i see you again, even its just in my dreams to tell me you will never be here.i just need my answer.

breath deep tonight,
dominica