i dont believe i deserve love.
im at the moment trying to be good and lose some weight. but the more i lose the worse i feel about myself. i was such a confadent fat girl, i loved my body and didntt care what other people thought. it was a blissfull felling. ine that i havent had a whole lot in my life. but somthing happend, and i decided to lose the weight. im not sure what that some thing was. i started weight watchers with my boss and my mom, from there i ended up changing jobs, quiting that job and now im moving.. all of this wouldent have happend if i hadent decided to lose the weight.
i trust the univerce everything happens for a reason.
now i feel fat, 20 lbs thinner i feel fatter, go figure. but i have no will power right now to work out, and my diet is faltering a bit. im not sure what to do. ride it out. thats all i can think to do
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