I need someone to take care of me for a few minutes. I spend so much time right now picking up after my incompetent, ignorant boss. Seriously focus ADD boy! Its not rocket science its music. I am starting to think I have never spent much time with people with an average IQ. I know I'm not a wiz kid but come on. I have hung out with stoners with more brain power. I dont think it has occured to him that I am not here to follow him around, just because the word assistant is in my title does not mean the I am his mother and wife. I have my own shit to get done. and really the sticky notes and the IMs reminding me to do shit that he doesn't know how to do and i have been doing for over a year now, always on time and as accurate as humanly possible. BACK THE FUCK OFF!!! I CAN DO MY JOB AND YOURS, CAN YOU PULL OFF JUST YOURS LET ALONE DO YOU HAVE THE FOGGIEST FUCKING CLUE WHAT MINE IS?????


ok a bit stressed out i guess. I took care of my boy all weekend, he is not haveing a good time at the moment. I guess it left me feeling a bit neglected. I did not want to leave. I cried the whole way to the airport, I am still not completely sure why. I think mostly because I am going to have to give something up. I have everything I wanted, a Career, my oun place, a city i love calling home and a great person who loves me. But they dont all exist in the same place. So what do I sacrifice? And why am I the only one who has to sacrifice anything, when he gets to keep everything?

Oh god I hope today is not going to end with me crying at work.