its so strange for things to change so suddenly.

I went from hating this city, despising the girl i was living with and feeling so trapped to bliss.

Everything is so bright and exciting. A boy loves me, a girl likes me, and a girl i think i can teach alot to. I keep getting hit on. My roommate kicks ass, Not like my Destany but still fun. I live with the cutest sweetest dog, and another with a hell of an attitude who thinks I'm her pet. I'm not home sick anymore, and i have fallen back in love with this city.

The boy who loves me is the scariest part. I thought for just a moment yesterday what it will feel like if i lose him again. It took my breath away. This is not like last time, we are not a couple, and i know we don't belong to eachother, but it still scares me.